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*waves waves

2007-10-21T22:40:00.001+08:00

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IT'S FINAL, DON'T WORRIE (:

What's going to happen to me?

2007-10-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

Decided to devote all my coins into here from today onwards =D
Bought these piggy banks cos there is EEYORE on it:)
Nd I like th Ultraman one tOo.

BBDC-ed again in th afternoOn. Yayness. All theory lessons are OVER. No more seating in cold roOms for 100 minutes; but have to be bbqed in th sun for 100 minutes each practical practice. Argh. Must wear lOng sleeves; troublesome.

I'm tired of this blogskin. I wanna change.

OH! Did I mention smth? In my WebPulishing class, 1.the lecturer is called KC -which sounds like Casey- nd he's a guy. 2.There's a guy called Shane. How great; imagine Shane ~~McCutcheon~~ in my class =/ 3.There's a guy- Lawrence lOokalike! Haha, that is if you know which Lawrence I'm referring to. Gees>.<

You know I really like to blog? Cos I can write whatever I want here; no matter people reads or not. =x
&^%$#, that's it.

2007-10-20T02:56:00.000+08:00

I don't know if this is just a phase in life that every teenagers would go through. but for me, it seems to be more than that. more than what we'd go through and grow out of.it may seem like a phase where we're grobbling with who we really are but what happenswhen we finally finds out who we really are?what's going to happen? what if it isn't just a phase, but something that's stuck with us for live? are we going to accept that ME? are they -the people out there- going to accept who we are? maybe this grobbling period can nd will change our whole live. it all depends on who we hang out with; what we do.
"What would you say, when you're brought in front of the God?""I am your creation. Accept me the way you created me."
-Bette to Kit, TLW

I'm not a Christian or something. But i think this is something that really make alot of sense.It's a simple, yet powerful statement.

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I saw a butch couple today =x

BURN ME

2007-10-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY17thBIRTHDAY ICE! :)

Went to Dover in th morning to attend a award presentation*
Boring~ Almost fell asleep; especially in that air conditioned roOm.
Celebrated Ice's birthday at th canteen. Hope you like it, Ice=D

Went to th opposite side; hospital. To visit my ahma(:
She's feeling better, stayed with her for few hours nd went off.
Thanks MUMU for accompanying me=]

Actually, nothing much happened today larh. Oh yeah, 8 more weeks to holoiday! LOL x)
Dropped by at JP after coming back from th hospital. Nd decided to go into COURTS to try my luck; my mp4's button kinda faulty. So I tried to ask for a change (without bringing any recipts/warranty card) nd guess what?
TH GUY ACTUALLY LET ME CHANGED IT!
Wahahas. I think th guy let me change it cos he thinks I'm pretty((:
Whee! LOL. Think it's kinda unprofessional? Urps. >.<
Have't been eating much for th past few days again. Only had fishnchips (nd Ice's cake) today. WHEE! Slim dOwn slim dOwn~
WAHAHAS! :D

Random pOst

2007-10-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Been home alone at night for th past few days.
Folk's been going to hospital to visit grandma. (I'm going to visit her tml~)
Bruddar's out with his *ahem gf. =x

I think I like staying home alone.
I think I'll enjoy living alone in the future
=D

Happenstance

2007-10-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Roar!
First day back to school again. I can only say that they have implemented some kindergarden arrangement; arrange table in typical exam format. Though it's kinda better but I think it's *ahem quite not very neccessary larh.
Urgh. I think we have th freedom of speech here nd are not being childish if we say anything about anyone at our own space.
Opps. Maybe I really shouldn't say so much. *speak no evil
You know~

Very great; we're ending at 6pm almost everyday this semester. Bcos of WebPublishing. But I think it's gonna be a fun nd interesting module after gg for th first lesson(: Though th lecturer is a just graduated guy.

Oh! One thing, bruddar got a summon from traffic police. Guess what's th offence? Wahahas! It's a true JOKE OF TH DAY offence!
Guess guess guess! Quick! I bet you won't be able to guess it rightly!
Th so called offence was crossing road without using traffic lights~
Wahahas. So lmao can~ >.<
I'm not trying ot make a joke out of it, just that wanna let everyone who's reading know that it's really an offence to cross th road at places w/o traffic lights.

Sexai Labia

2007-10-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Did abit of changes to my blogskin. ((:

Phoof*
Been staying home to watch;
nd I finished Season 2 of L Word, fabulous!
Th show is simply wonderful!
Fascinating=]

I'm a hOmey for these few days; HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING.
Ya know what I'm saying?! Holidays are ending! Grr.
Maybe I should be more optimistic- 9more weeks tO holidays!
Does that sOund any better? *urps

13/Fri

2007-10-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

I guess, maybe I should take up some lessons when I have th time? Like lessons that teaches you how to write better; convey yourselves better.
I may be a pretty good Lit student, but it seems like I'm losing my style- of writing.
In th past, I can write a long essay about anything. But now I find it hard to even just draft out an entry for my blog.
There are alot of emotions within me that I wanna show and express. But I can't seem to even find th right word/phrase to use. I don't know what's got into me. =(
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To my dear friend

wenling (mushroOm)

know that we're here for you, okays? know that we're here no matter what. if you have anything to say, come to us. We'll listen, because we care. ((:
Don't bootle everything nd let us misunderstand you or whatever. Remember what I say- that's what friends are for, kays?
Maybe we can't help you physically, but please do know that WE ARE HERE FOR YOU MENTALLY!
I'm glad that we had th steamboat at your place last night. We'll help you out as much as we could, we promise. ((:
So cheer up!

ps/ enjoy th dvd!
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Alrights. Been really blur for a couple of days; pretty sick. My body was like, in a state of dysfunctioning! Bad nose, bad head, bad nerves in th hand, bad eyes, bad everything! Argh.
Was supposed to go down to BBE C this morning. Nd guess what, I saw th date wrongly nd went down ytd afternoon instead. =x
Nd when I scanned my IC for th info print (can't remember what they called it), they said that I HAD NO BOOKING FOR TODAY! Checked using th comp there nd realise that th booking was for th next day! RAR!!
Was intending to go down ~~again~~ this morning, but overslept. Wahahas. =x

Mummie just told me yesterday was my lunar birthday. Can I take ytd's gathering with Ctb` as my another celebration? Lol. >.<

Can I go out tml? Hurhs!

Energy 「天生反骨」

2007-10-12T12:22:00.000+08:00

No more words are needed.
This is MY LOVE.

I wanna wrap my mp4. =D

2007-10-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

Alrites. My immune system is signalling again. I'm feeling feverish. Nd my nose is itchy. Haven't been in th rain or anything, wonder what's wrong. =x

One more riding theory test nd I can do my evaluation! Going to start on pratical pratice soOn, can't wait but I'm kinda reluctant- cos have to wear long sleeves under th hot weather!

Anyway, went to Lot1 with mumu after going to driving centre. Happened to bump into JudyT, CeciliaL nd Szewei there.
If you bump into your ex school mates face to face on th street, you'd no matter what Say hi right? That's what I did when I saw CeciliaL nd Szewei (they were facing me when I walked in) but Szewei IGNORED ME. Like, totally can! =S
Not that I 稀罕 her to greet me or what; but it's basic courteous I guess? o.O

I wanna wrap my mp4. =D
Or at least do something to it; it lOoks kinda naked now >.<

Supplements!

2007-10-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

Say hello! to my new elec. gadget((:

Finally figured out how to use this black lil thing. You know, I'm a total electrical/computer idiot! x(
Oh! Did I mention, I was given a choice- handphOne or bike license. Mummie said so. =x
sO of cOurse, I chose th bike license. There goes my handphone! Guess mummie doesn't want tO spoil me ~~even more~~, which I think is kinda reasonable. ((:
So I gonna save up for my own phone o.O

nOthing happening lately. I'm getting th going-back-to-school depression ~~again~~! Argh. How I dread going back there! But still, gonna hang on for a while. Hurhs!

Converting TLW into MTV formats tO put em into mp4. God; it's kinda slow~
=x
I'm sO hungry now. I need fOod. x(

Global Warming=x

2007-10-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

Mummie is my BEST FRIEND!
She treated me tO Fish & Co yesterday nd th family tO Pizza Hut today((:
Had a great dinner for th past two days=D
Ate a hell lOt today!
Cheese Fondue&Curry Zazzle&Chicken Ole&Drumlets&Meatballs!
Aww, I'm so blissed! ((: Mummie is so great((:

Nd mummie bought me a mp4 tOday!! =D

lOves.

TLW

2007-10-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

3cheers!

Th something pending is HERE finally!

Yes yes yes! It's th abovementioned dvd! *wide grins

That's th only thing to highlight for today; other than th fact tt I went tO BBE C. Th lesson was not-needed-yet-useful. Spent like 100minutes there=x

Oh! I met Eugene Hong there. He's in th same lesson as me. o.O

Asked daddy tO bring me up th carpark tO try riding his bike. But guess what, his bike is auto. Which means there is no clutch, no gear. Tsk. How am I going to learn like that then? But well, at least I get th feel of riding a bike. x)

Th pain inflicted won't go away with a thousand I'm sorry.

It's a lifetime scar that'll remain there.

No amount of I'm sorry, no amount of There'll be no next time will ever make me feel better.

Nothing you do; even taking back th thing will do no help. Maybe you won't feel guilty always, but I'll feel the fcuking pain from now on.

Call me petty, selfish, unreasonable.

I am like that.

It calls for a celebration!

2007-10-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

Does cheese build up alot of carbs? Oh, who cares! It calls for a celebration! x)
'cos I've got 3.68 nd laOda baobei got 4.o fOr our GPA! ((:
&& Cheese Fondue is HEAVEN((:

*Where is heaven?
-pOints at Cheese Fondue *SMILES!

I think I've been spending alot on CD/DVD lately. I bought 石欣卉's TV Album; it's really a worth buy cos th songs are really nice=)
Something is pending. Something that I really realy lOok forward tO. Can't wait for it to arrive! WOOTS!

Going dOwn tO BBEC tml. =x
It's a chOre x(

Alrights; now let's see what yuleng tagged me((:

1. The person who tag you is?
yuLeng((:
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends.
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
skinny;eataholic;pale;short&&should be someone who like music alot.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
erps. still thinking.Lol.
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
she did say something really memorable to me, but I can't remember!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I will lOve volleyball toO; that's her passion!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
grow FATTER! xD
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
I will not feel goOd=x
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
she's toO skinny>.<
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
can't think of any now o.O
11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
SKINNY nd SKINNY nd SKINNY!
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
I bring joy tO them?
13.The character you love of yourself are?
that's for other's tO say, i guess?
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Th urge to cry whenever I'm in a argument~
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Th first that cOmes tO my mind; Jessica Alba((:
16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons. (Instead, I decided to choose 10 person I tot of now.)
qianhui;peixuan;syazana;huilin;jenn;barbara;ice;shuhui;samantha;wenling=]
17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
her lOve:)
18.Is no.9 a male or female?
female.
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont know each other=x
20.How about no.8 and 5?
maybe another jennTan can gO with shuhui((:
21.What is no.2 studying about?
Biz Admin.
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
few hours ago!
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
mostly english sOngs?
24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
brOther.
25.Will you woo no.3?
oh god. she's female; no.
26.Is no.4 single?'
so sweetly attached tO her bOi~
27.What's the surname of no.5?
EE!
28.What's the hobby of no.4?
Dance? ((:
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dOn't know each other at all.
30.Where is no.2 studying at?
in th same classrOom as me! >.<
31.Talk something casually about no.1?
she's my humorous sweetie!
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
she used tO be my lOve back in pri sch! wahahas!
33.Where does no.9 live at?
CCK?
34.What color does no.4 like?
PINK (I like purple!)
35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they call each other Darling; what dO you think? Lol.
36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
Well, as friends ba?
37.How do you get to know no.2?
in schoOl~
38.Does no.1 have any pets?
Lol. maybe a turtle? dO you have a turtle, sweetie?
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Lols.

The end.

Love is so blind! xD

2007-10-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

Th ulcer in my mouth is a tOrture! x(

Two incident to highlight today. Was out th whole day just to go down to BBEC to book timeslot fOr theory lesson.
Was walking ard JP with laOda after lunch when we got stopped by two ah lian lOoking girls. It turned out to be PizzaHut going around th mall asking fOr ppl tO go in to try their not-yet-launched Christmas pizza, nd dO a questiOnaire on it. I think it was quite delicious! It lOoked pretty goOd also((:
But I'll only buy it when Christmas is nearing? Lols.
Nd th serving (of th pizza) they served was BIG. Making me so full~

Nd when we were gOing hOme from LotOne, we cOme across a oh-so-in-lOve couple. Argh. Th moment they sat dOwn on th bus, they start kissing nd putting tOngues into each other's mouth! Nd well, many other actions that should be dOne with the doOr closed, I shall not elaborate on it.
Nd mind you, they were wearing Millenia Institute's uniform. Gosh, what a disgrace tO th school can. x=
Not to mention they were both ~~buang~~ not gOod lOoking. Eeks. I feel sO grossed even when I think of it now. Seriously, I think couples should control themselves more when they're on public transport! Argh!
I hope I can get my license SOON please! Then I wouldn't have tO bear with unbearable commuters/passengers. x=
ROAR!

Blessed with BLUE roses((:

2007-10-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure if you remember this picture, a blue rOse`

When I took this photo (on laOda's birthday),
I was exclaiming Aww, how I love blue roses!

Nd mOnths later,

With lOve frOm Ctb` nd Syazana respectively. ((:

When laOda, PeiXuan, Syazana nd I went tO Island Creamery that day (months back!), I saw this blue rOse nd fell in lOve with it immediately! Nd I guess they take a great nOte of this point nd bOught me a BLUE ROSE n my birthday!
Aww, I feel soOoOoOooOo blessed!
FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU!

Next, I went tO BBDC (Bukit Batok Driving Centre) with laOda in th afternOon. Omg. I freakking wanna change th name to BBEC can! E for EXTORTION! Gosh. Don't wanna talk anymore about it! It was a pain (fOr my wallet) experience. *cries

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Jenn dear,
please cheer up okays~ I don't know what happened, but I certainly know you're upset. Do cOme to me if you need a listening ear okays, you know I'm here fOr you! Y
It pains me tO see your sad entries whenever I visit your blog.
Maybe I can't dO anything for you, but please know that I am here always((:
lOves.

Because I am no longer special?

2007-10-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

表面叫快乐，幸福。
背后叫残忍。

在我认为最重要的一天，你让我同时感受到你的爱与背叛。
为什么突然之间所有的一切都变成虚幻？
不要告诉我这是刚好，因为这不是！
我没有生气，更不会怨你。
因为你们要做什么，是什么关系，应该再也与我无关。

我只是心痛；为什么一切的一切都要发生在那天。。。
我的生日。。

布置再多的惊喜，花再多的钱都比不上你特地为她准备的一份小礼物。
她一定很高兴，我也必定感到很心酸。

爱着一个虚幻的人物好像会比较好。。至少，不会有伤心难过的机会。。。
至少，一切都是那么的完美。。
至少我不必担心不必害怕。

最终我还是输给你了。

Bacause I am Special! Y

2007-10-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

Truly BLESSED birthday((:
Felt LOVE from everyone single sOul around me.

Love frOm

Laoda;

Mary;

Chinyee,~~Shortie~~;

darLing nd,

MushroOm:)

IT'S LOVE FROM Ctb`

i feel so BLESSED!!

everything are GORGEOUS!!

Not forgetting LOVES from SWEETIES/th AIYANS((:

Nd frOm AHMAS=D

Dinner at Glass House; Fish & Co with Ctb` *wide grin

She was trying tO be funneh, I just accomodated. >.<
My ~~boyfriend~~'s so popular that you can see him everywhere. o.O

Nd so, th first day of my 18th is over. Not mentioning that I spent half th time sneezing! Was so unlucky that I got flu in th morning. Sneezing all th way through dinner! Aww~
THANKS! everyone for th birthday presents, presence, wishes, everything!
Aww, sliderJiayan really lOve baObeiLAODA, WENLINGGmushrOom, CHINYEEshortie, MARYmaliO, darLingBARBARA, qianhuiSWEETIE, jennDEAR, aiyanWENLI tO BITS ND PIECES!
Thanks for ALL th tricks ~~that I fell intO~~ nd surprises ~~that made me smile nd cried~~~

I'm hOme on my birthday~ Lalala~ xD

2007-09-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

[Layer One: On the Outside]
Name: Cecilia Lim Jia Yan
Birth Date: tOday((:
Current Status: single; unavailable.
Eye Color: brownish black?
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty: trying to be a lefthanded

[Layer Two: On the Inside]
Your Heritage: sacarstic
Your Fear: oily faces =/
Your Weakness: my nOse. xD
Your Perfect Pizza : BBQ chicken

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: Is my cake still in th fridge?
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: Where can I get L Word in S'pore?
Your Most Missed Memories: o4,o5, 2ndyear of GTSFair((:

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald or Burger King: Fine with bOth.
Single or Group Dates: Both are fine((:
Adidas or Nike: Adidas!
Tea or Nestea: Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate of course.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee~

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: never.
Curse: nd swear.
Take showers: i bath. >.<
Have a crush: Kate Moennig!
Think you are in love: no, unless you consider Shane McCutcheon!
Go to school: yubbs:)
Want to get married: of cOurse!
Believe in yourself: sadly, seldOm.
Think you are a health freak: nah. not very into that.

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: hohoho, of cOurse!
Gone to the mall: yub; i live so near it~
Been on stage: not that I can recall..
Eaten sushi: yubbs!
Dyed your hair: nOpe. don't like to dye my hair anyway~

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: don't think so?
Changed who you were to fit in: when I was younger.

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 21!

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Color: blue/brown
Best Hair Color: black/brown
Short Hair or Long Hair: smart looking hairstyle; but DEFINITELY NO long hair!

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: this?!
1 Hour Ago: eating th cake from my lOvelee ctb`
4.5 Hours Ago: sleepingzZ
1 Month Ago: mugging for exams.
1 Year Ago: preparing for my birthday BBQ=D

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: to cry.
I Feel: sick; flu!
I Hate: feeling hungry.
I Hide: my secrets~
I Need: tissues =x

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
-actually, anyone who read this can do it on your blog toO((:

First 18th mOment.

2007-09-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

Redited*
*I'll post all th photos tOnight((:

It's 1250! I spent th first 50minutes of my 18th with ctb! =D

THANKS CTB!
THANKS MY SWEETIES!
THANKS MY AHMAS!

Ctb` came over to my house when th clOck stricks TWELVE just now. I was sO damn shOcked! Just couldnt cOntrol myself nd cried at my first 18th mOment. =/
But I'm so truly happy gurls!
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU!!

Thanks((:
It's 1am on 30o9 but I've had so many surprises.
Thanks everyone!!
Aww, I lOve my friends!!

心理測驗

2007-09-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

Got this frOm some others' blog. Try it out!((:

請用以下物件(任何一個順序都可以)造一個句子.
Use the items below to form a sentence.

鎖匙; Key
獨木橋; Wooden bridge
兔子; Rabbit
我; I
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“我“ 代表我
“兔子“代表家庭與愛情
“鎖匙“代表＄＄＄
“獨木橋“代表事業
I = I
Rabbit = Family and Love
Key = Money
Wooden Bridge = Career

這幾個名詞出現在你的句子的先後順序代表它們在你潛意識裡的重要性.
所以假設你的句子是“我抱著兔子過獨木橋去找鎖匙“,
你應該是屬於浪漫派的人，可以為了愛情不要事業，愛情比面包重要.
但假如你的句子是“我走過一座獨木橋，就為了拿鎖匙去救兔子“,
你是屬於現實派的人，明白沒有事業就沒有錢；有錢才可以給自己愛的人過好日子.

The arrangement of the verbs in your sentence will tell how much you weigh them in your heart.
If you have something like "I carry a rabbit to walk across the bridge to look for key", you should be a rather romantic person as you can give up your career for the sake of love.
But if your sentence was "I cross the bridge, just to take the key to save the rabbit", you are a realistic person. You understand that without career, you will have no money. Only with money, can you give your loved ones a luxury life.

你是哪一派呢？
Which do you belong to?

Well, I think it's rather accurate! Anyway, do it based on your first instinct. Really. ((:

2007-09-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

Aww. That's fcuking saccharine! Thank yuu lOve((:

It's hard.

2007-09-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

Woots! Back from ahbOo's 2d1n birthday chalet. ((:

A pity Barbara darling wasn't there.. :(

Birthday girl's favourite Strawberry cake.

Lol. Birthday gurl's best friend. Thinking it's her birthday. o.O

Jiayan && Weiqi:)

On large, I had a great time. ((:

Ironically, I'm feeling so awful now. After effects. =x But it was a HIGH night. ((:

I'm having bruises all over.

It's not upset nor angry; it's pain.

Jenn dear is getting L Word. Hurhs. I tOld laOda i want that for birthday nd she says Im crazy. =x Cos its a total of 5seasons larh~ Tough.

Rarrh! My eyes are sO pain nd sore. Blarddy tired, slept for few hours only.

L Word L Word L Word.

Shane Shane Shane Shane Shane.

Katherine Moennig Katherine Katherine Katherine.

Lalala~

ps/ Im still 17 until 3 days later, xD

Dejected

2007-09-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

After giving it some thoughts, I think I'd just change it back to my original link.

Haven't had a great sleep last night. Struggled fOr almOst 2hOurs befOre falling asleep. To make things worst, I had a tiring terrible nightmare.
Realise I've been crying alot lately. My pillow is wet from last night.

Blame it on the warm-twelve-pm-weather! I'm feeling so glOomy.

Have you ever heard of this album, Black Sunday? I heard frOm laOda that it's an album by a guy who lOst the lOve of his life. Then he got really depressed nd composed songs afterwhich is consolidated into Black Sunday.
It was said that the albm has a hypnotizing effect which can cause people to commit suicide after listening to it. Because they alsO get (very) depressed nd kill themselves. Though there were people who survived listening that album.
I wonder how does the whole album sounds like~

Appetite for th past few days was bad. =x
Haven't been eating much (as compared to last week)! One meal a day? Sometimes just snacks only. =/
But it seems like I didn't lOse any weight? *rolls eyes*
Bleary sOul, bleary bOdy.

宁可高傲的发霉，不去卑微的恋爱。

TIFF.

2007-09-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Had a small disagreement with fOlks. Bacause of staying over at ahbOo's chalet. Sighs, I dO love my fOlks. But I hate it when they start to get prOtective of me. Allowing my bruddar tO wonder around but not me. Why? Simply because I'm a gurl. =/
Sighs. What should I say? *.*

Folks nd I are having bad toOthache. I wana gO to a dentist! Gees, many may detest going to the dentist but I like! Wahahas. I think it's so great fOr them to clean my teeth fOr me can! ((:

I'm sO tired. Just came back frOm SS nd GP with laOda nd ahbOo. Accompany her to buy stuff for BBQ. Spent quite a lOt; 90bucks in! =x
So tiring, my legs! Burrr~

DESPONDENT

2007-09-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Laugh it off. At my silliness. Thinking of sharing lOve with them? They were never what I thought they were. Before I know, they've already disappeared
into thin air. Such foolishness to think that way.
Intoxicating my mind with a fictitious one.

A held up mind that can't seem to think for herself. A nonpartisan heart that wants everyone around her to be happy. A bleary soul that can't take anymore impediments.

Look deep into my eyes, before I start to cry.
Listen to my heart, before I truly die.

Lie to me and tell me things will be alright.
Leave and pray to God I make it through the night.

Light up my world and just watch it burn.
Live like you care and have some concern.

Lend me your good nature and hope it prevails.
Learn I’m imperfect and often fail.

Lose your view and see life through me.
Long to be free from chains you now see.

Lean on morals you think you know.
Lessen your faith and watch them go.

Laugh until it hurts and then hurts some more.
Linger in my soul and rip my core.

Let the laws of life slowly fade away.
Love is just a myth, believe in what I say.

Ahem.

2007-09-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Listen to Unison by Bjork. It's nice.

I'm feeling so much better after gobbling dOwn spoonfuls of
TripleChocolateIcecream.

Maybe reading some terribly stressful things can make one depressive.

fcukingupset!

2007-09-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

Well well wells.
Mummie bought a new television for her room. =/
Great.
Because she got nothing for me.
Roar.

I'm thinking. ~~It sets me thinking again~~.
Honeybabysugardarling! Hellgodfreakkingshit!
What am I to do?! I'm feeling so upset.

WHY IS EVERYONE AROUND ME SO SELFISH?!

OH! Btw, I might b changing my link sOon, please take note((:

=]]

2007-09-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

Been very disturbed when Jenn dear said my skin was jumbled up, then I took a loOk at my blog while using Mary darling's lappy that day nd realised my blog is only alrights when VIEWED ON MY OWN LAPPY! Duh! So I hope this is better? ((: How is it, dear?

Speaking of blogskin, happen to stumble upon one feat. KatherineM. So I decided to make one feat her toO. ((:
Didn't really watch the entire of The L Word (if you have, tell me!) but I think KatherineM is HOT. She's so 好看 :D:D
SHE'S MY CURRENT OBSESSION.

Haven't been having a good meal since two days ago. Heh. It was tuna all th way yesterday. =x HOW SAD eh. Tuna spread for breakfast; Tuna with Corn for lunch; Tuna in Miso (with noodle) for dinner. Wasn't considered a fantastic meal eh. =x
So finally today, I had pizza for dinner today! :D:D

Been rotting at home for th past two days. Haven't been going out. Wanna get a job, but lazeeeee. Rar.

27/2

2007-09-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings! I'm here again! ((:

Had a hard time sigining into Photobucket (it's really lousy at times!) so I'm going to show the only photos taken at Mary Darling's birthday. =]

First of all,

THE BIRTHDAY GURL! ((:

The hat I was wearing actually belongs to Weekiat; I was foOling ard with it!

Tadaah!! The gurl who arrived the latest. =x
Haven't seen her for oens! ((:

Okays. That's all the photos I had. Oh, there's one more, Ctb 6members. But I think it's too blur nd shaky, so I decided to take it out. =/
But it's okay, so long our spirit is always there! ((:
o.O

EXIT

2007-09-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

SWEET ESCAPE

I'm feeling upset. For no reason. I'm feeling so angry but I seiously don't know why)):

Why do I always feel that I have selfish friends.
But it's just a small matter. I shall not blow it up.
Tommorow is darling Mary's 18th birthday. ((: Celebrating at her place with people whom I don't know. =x

Why can everyone mix all their friends together? Why can't I? Why are my friends not getting along well? I don't blame anyone. I just hope that I can have a happy birthday too.

$%#@!^
I'm having PIMPLES on my CHEST. It's all red.
I'm having a bad skin. My face is TERRIBLE.
I'm having a bad hair. I hate my fringe.
I'm having bad nail. They're all so fragile and brittle.
Most importantly
I'm having a BAD MOOD. They sucks!

Been crying last night. Blarh! Over something really stupid and silly. I feel so rwoooooten!
~~Shit~~! Why am I so emo!

It's September!!

2007-09-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

Which means my birthday is coming in less than 30 days(in 15days in fact)! :D
But actually, nothing to look forward to. Cos I MIGHT BE WORKING ON MY 18th BIRHTDAY!! So tadahh, nothing to look forward to. =/
*blow away frOwns*

Delicious freshly baked MUFFINS just out from the oven!

Mummie, lOves to bake.

Em, some muffins, I didn't bother to find out the name from mummie.

These are MINI Peach muffins. ((:
Aww, I think they lOok cute nd deliciOus!!

Walnuts muffins fresh from the oven~

Maybe sOme day I can turn prOfessional just by taking pictures of mummie's muffins((:

Tadahh! Cherry Apple Muffins.
Super cute de!

*Pardon me for so many pictures of MUFFINS. Cos mummie's currently selling them. So Im being a wonderful daughter by po-ing these pictures of muffins here for interested party/ies to buy from me((:

I made dinner for my folks today/just now :D
they bOth lOve it! Daddy said it was fantastic. Mummie finished the whole big bOwl including the soup!! :D:D:D

My Birthday Month

Thought of sharing some stuff about myself with everyone's reading. No matter people who know me, happen to pass by, used to know me.. Everyone'll change, not excluding me. ((:
So! If you think you know me, read below and see if you still know me. ((:

18things about Jiayan:
1. she lOves to cook, esp for her loved ones (but not those who takes her cooking for granted)!
2. she enjOy tidying her room but am always lazy to.
3. BIKES!! Kawasaki, Yamaha, anything along this line((:
4. she loves to change phone (currently setting her eyes on Nokia72390 xD)
5. is a martial arts black belt (even though she doesnt have the belt) =x
6. she yearn tO learn SaxaphOne!
7. she lOves PLEASANT surprises (who doesnt!)!
8. she lOves to take bus rides ALONE((:
9. doesn't dare to eat nd shop alone=x
10. she like guys to wear dark blue buttons up with denim plus black belt nd black sling bag!
11. lOves mascara but dislikes eye shadOw.
12. people cutting queue turns her off!!
13. she spent 3/4 of her 11yr old childhood crying=S
14. she has a soft spot for guys with dimples and wear black frame specs=D
15. she loves to drink plain water(:
16. Jiayan lOves BIG bags.
17. she don't like Vanilla icecream but loves BlackSesame ones((:
18. she enjoy wearng pyjames!

Well yeah, that's some stuff about me((:

Lately,
there seems to be many concerts going to be held in Singapore!
So many singers- 实力派 and 偶像派.

I WANNA ATTEND ALL FOUR CONCERTS!!
especially xiaOzhu nd aMei* de cOncert. Hurh! =x
The ticket's selling at AT LEAST 80bucks. Rarf!

And I've been at this blog entry page for 75mins. =/

2007-09-14T16:39:00.000+08:00

BIASED PIG

Small decision; Big changes((:

2007-09-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

WoO~
Changed two things about myself today. Wahahs~
I cut my fingernails* nd my fringe!
Well well, you might think that I'm lame larh, but I like my nails long. So I seldom cut it. But I cut it today! ((:
Nd my fringe. I just reach home, nd was watching tv. Nd i have this SUDDEN URGE to cut my fringe. So I bused down immediately to Gekpoh's salon.

Tadaah!! :D:D

Lol. How how how?
Back to my 15 year old hairstyle. ((:
Cos it's near HOLIDAY, so I decided to cut it back. =)=)

Because I'm on tight budget, I decided to make lunch for myself(and laoda) today((:

A generous portion of PRAWNS!!

The final dish((:
Don't it lOok appetizing?! ((:
Tom Yam Laska SeafoOd Beehoon~

tralalala~

1.5l of Vodka

2007-09-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

I SAW A RAT IN GEKPOH'S PRIME MART!!

oh god. the thought of it now still sends a chil down my spin.
it was literally across the lanes right before my eyes.
I shouted. I shouted pretty loud. I shouted so loud that everyone near, turned nd look at this crazy teenager who shouted just because she saw a rat- as quoted from my bruddar. But well, I seriously think its NOT okay to see a rat running around in supermarkets; no matter how rundown they are! Where is their responsibility on HYGIENE?! *disgusted*

Anyway, last week. I took bus 99 home from school. I was TOTALLY PISSED OFF by that f**king driver which I shall not talk about it anymore. So being super irritated, I wrote a complain letter to SBS last Sunday. And this is what they replied to me:

Customer Feedback
This is to acknowledge that we have received your e-mail which
is receiving our attention. Meanwhile, should you wish to reach us, please call
1800 2872727. Our operating hours are as follows :Mondays to Fridays : 8 am to
5.30 pmSaturdays : 8am to 12 pmClosed on Sundays and Public HolidaysThank you.
Corporate Communications DivisionSBS Transit Ltd

GREAT.

What a reply can! It's like, so typical and obviously showing NO empathy this is very irritated passenger (me!)here. So I must say, SBS does not have good customer service in this sector. =/
How great. To think I still have to take those buses driven by dangerous driver. Rarf!

Finished Accounts paper today. I think I fared badly. *cries* My BRS is wrong, the final amount didn't tally lor. HURHS! Anyway, one of the question was talking about dolls, you know, those dolls wearing costumes of different countries! Can you imagine it? I think it's SO CUTE! *imagination runnuing wild* Imagine them wearing super glamourous and elegant gowns! =/
Back to childhood.

Recently, I've been reminded of dreams iI used to dream about. o.O
Does that mean anything? It's like things from the past are coming back to me~ =/
Am I growing old, LOL!
How contradicting, Back to childhood and Am I growing old.
LOL.

Oh, btw.
How many of you know that earthling is actually a slang for lesbian?
How many of you know that after billion, zillion and gazillion, its actually GOOGLE?
I bet none of you know.
Wahahas. I am the clever one((:
Hehehe~

With a akward smile((:

2007-09-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!

So, it turned out that we did not do revision cos Fion, Ice nd Syaz couldnt come. So instead xiaohOng (miss chua) nd I went to IKEA. I've been saying i wanna go there for ages nd i finally went. XD
Looked around for my mattress/bed/mattress pad. Whatever you call it. Decided on one, costing 150bucks. ((: Will gO with folks to check it out again, cant wait! That's my requested birthday present from mummie nd daddie. :]

Yayness! I got to eat Swedish Meatballs just now! ((:
I'm so lovin' it!
Wheez!
Oh yeahs, we took these two photos:

AND

:D:D:D
Jenn dear nd Qianhui sweetie, WE DO MISS YOU TWO!!
Lol. :D:D

I've got something funneh to share.

Take a close lOok at what are these please.

If you still cant figure out what it is, THEY ARE HUMANS!
It was from the newspaper few days ago. Mummie showed me this nd i thought it was amusing.
They are actually parents of University students (of China) sleeping in the U's hall because they have no money to stay in hotel while they come up form villages to visit their kids who are studying there. :(
I think it's kinda sad? Cos they were actually sleeping by the streets. And the dean of the U think it's too !@#$% so he shifted them to the school's hall to rest. Aww~~

This week, being the study week, not much of our class people went back for the revising lessons. In fact, only 6.

Take a gOod lOok. especially at the last column of attendance. I guess this is what the lecturers meant by atrocious. Well, I find it incredible myself. Nd this is the attendance on tuesday.
I guess from Wed onwards, only the PAP went ba? Which is like 3? 4? Wahahas!
Ohmytian. I think my class is cool can.
I mean, the atendance certainly looks great! Nd i think it'll look better if it's seen by S/H. =/

HAIL EVERYONE!
I'm selling muffins currently, home made ones. ((:
So if anyone is interested, please notify me willya?
It's healthy since its Organic, nd home made.

Almond,

Walnut,

Raisin,

Chocolate,

Orange, Banana, Mixed nuts, Apricot, Prunes.

Selling a box of 12 at $18;
2boxes with 10%discount.
Nd you can mix flavours! So anyone, if you're interested, please leave a tag or msg me! ((:

Alrights!

2007-09-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hello folks!
It's been some time since i've blogged, been busying everyday~

Been out everyday for the past three days! Caught Ratatouille with Karen nd gang, the movie wasnt as fantastic as i anticipated? Rarf. But its still worth watching ba? Lol.

Went back to school yesterday for exam. shit can. I really dunno lor. =x
How the hell tO do r/s? Freak me out totally like shit. Tried lOoking at Karen nd Ice's since they were seating opp me (with comp facing me) but i think they're too fast lor. >.< color="#000000">pull down my overall! *cries out softly* Wahahas!

Been revising accOunts for the past two days. Yah yah yah. I'm revising accounts. Argh. It's plain shit nd cow dung nd stools nd everything bad nd, argh. I certainly hope i won't do myself in for accounts. Rarf!
Tml still revising accounts with Karen nd gang..
revising accounts is BORED can.
But it's fun to revise with Karen (da jie) nd gurls. Lol. We lOve to bitch! =D
Woohoo!

I think my immune system is bad. Really bad. *i see xiao hong nd ice knOdding their heads*
We went to je library- which is freakking cold. Nd went out for lunch nd back again. Tadahh~
I started sneezing like hell nd i feel like my nose doesnt belOng to me anymore. *faints*
My nose is super pain nd my head is giddy nd pain as Im typing this entry.
KO, Im knocked out ~~again~~.
Rarf!

2007-09-02T04:25:00.001+08:00

it's o425.
i'm feeling hungryyyy.

License to Wed((:

2007-08-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

Back from JP with ahmas. Watched License to Wed((:

Quite a nice show on the overall, there were some really funneh parts. ((:

I think Remy is the cutest rat on Earth. Lol, as if rats can be cute. But I think Rat-ta-too-ee (LOL) gonna be a great show. Peixuan watch le, nd im gOing to watch it sOon! :D

It's gonna be short. The weather is great to sleep in.

Argh. Tomorrow is wednesday, which means it gonna be a lOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOong day ahead.

*Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Hello folks!

2007-08-27T18:38:00.001+08:00

Ahem. *sore throat* I'm back again. whee! ((:
Anyway, I have some photos to share larh, apart from ranting nd ranting nd ranting about my life=x

Em, well. Yeah, as if she's drunk. But she's NOT cos she don even drink. That bottle was mine, but we shared (nd i tell you, it's NOT NICE)!

Purple is lOve. ((:
Even if it's only a pair of slippers, i'd still like it in purple. With courtesy to my ahyi:D:D

Say I'm a nOob in using microwave! Say say say! Cos i knOw i really am. =x
I'm alone at home nd bOught this siewmai&&haigaO fOr dinner nd it requires microwaving. Apparently i dunno hOw to. Nd i was so worried it might explode (I'm exaggerating!) that i stood in front of the oven throughout to make sure nothing happens to my mum's for-showrOom-purpOse kitchen. >.< I'm mean, lalala~
Anyway it's a fact that Mummy never cooks in that kitchen unless really neccessary! She only bake cakes, cookies, muffins, cupcakes in it. o.O

Oh yes folks! I think I'm trying to be challenging larh. Went to Watsons, having in mind to buy Ginvera Marvel Gel. But because it was the last piece available on the shelf, I decided to go over nd take a lOok at Guardian. So when i was lOoking, a promOtor came up to me nd recOmmended me anOther never-seen-befOre brand

Clearis.
So i tried it, tested it, smelled it. Nd it seems to be not bad. Took it nd went off to look at other stuff. Then suddenly I start thinking What if the product is nto good for my skin? What if it turns out to make my face worse? What if it doesn't suit me? So on nd so forth~ Lalala~
Nd because of this question, I stayed in Guardian for like 15mins just to decide if I should give it a try. Then the promotor came up to me nd said It's okay if you're worried to try, but i can assure you.. Blah blah blah.. So I decided to be brave (yeah right!) nd give it a shot. So bless me, cos it's a I've-never-seen-before brand. && I'm not sure if its suitable for my skin. =x

Do you think this is nice? Gimme some comments on this willya? ^_^

Nd, THANK YOU AUNTIE XUAN FOR HELPING ME TO BURN THE VCDS though I haven't watch it yet. ((:
Movie trip with ahmas tml, can't wait!!! =D=D

it sets me thinking again

2007-08-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

i'm at the peak of LETHARGICness.

mentally nd physically.

心雨

2007-08-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

不开心时，就喜欢把自己弄得狼狈不堪。
今天这场雨，下的正是时候。
享受自己一个人在雨中漫步。
周遭没人，只听得见雨滴声的感觉真好。
虽然有点冷。但至少比你离开我时，心里得受的那种冷，还要暖一些。
心里的雨倾盆的下。
却始终淋不到她。
一个人也许有点寂寞，但我相信我能承受。

太多的问号，答案也都不必再找。

不管是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞，都已经是过去了。

lalala~

2007-08-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

Just for laugh:

Starfruit at SS going at 40¢ for 4!

And the starfruits are BIG. XD

Peixuan was asking why did I take this picture. Well, this is life in my school. =/

I like strawberry pOcky nd Syaz like Seasons Ice Lemon Tea. ((:

Erm, well. This is our class today for Accounts lesson.

9 out of 32. How great.

Reckon that i can't be alone for too long. Long, as in 1 hour. *falls over chair* Well, I'm a super dependent girl (I know it's not good) but, can't help it.

I was watching Lovewrecked (Jonathan Bennett is HOT!) alone in my room. When it ended, I felt lonely. Lol!

Anyway, this is Jonathan Bennett!

Total HOTness.

We were seating at the school's cafeteria yesterday when I saw this girl doing something really creative nd funny.

I was lOoking around the surrOunding and this malay girl caught my attention. I think she's gOing to have tests after lunch cos she was writing answers on her tighs! Lol. Her skirt was bloody short nd she lift it even higher to write the answers. Are you able to imagine the scene? It lOoks so comical. But i think it's such an innovative way to cheat in test. >.<

AHMASY

Hello Folks!

2007-08-23T11:32:00.000+08:00

In school right now.

To hell with Blogger can. >.<
Just like what Judy says, TO HELL WITH BLOGGER larh! But i'm not as angry as her. ROAR!

Wanted to share some photos and stuff last night actually. But because of Blogger failing on me, !@#$%&*(&
Anyway, take a look at this phone. I'm so into in right now. =x

I think it's so sleek and elegant and nice and attractive and gorgeous and user friendly and everything good on earth! Wahahas. Let me show you the inside;

Don't you think it's so nice?! Aren't you thinking of getting it too? Well sad to say, IT IS NOT AVAILABLE IN SINGAPORE.

ROAR!

It's only available in Japan. =x
Okay, I'm so sad now. >.<

Lesson's ending. I shall stop. I will blog again tonight; on my precious.
Hmm, I think i'm abit of weird now. o.O
Whatever. Bye! Y

2007-08-20T18:29:00.001+08:00

Ooooohhhh. I'm feeling hot.
*lift up my blouse*
Aye awww. I'm feeling so damn hot, baby!

I'm having fever larh. =x

&& i love taking bus rides alone.

2007-08-19T20:40:00.001+08:00

especially on rainy days. when you seat by the window alone, listening to mp3, playing the most emo song ever, threatening your tears to fall.
the feeling is good.

had a maternal side family gathering in the evening. was deciding to go or not to go. but since it's been quite some time i've last saw them, i think i should go. wasnt very exciting though.
went to this dessert shop with cousins; nd saw this.

well i really have an urge to correct the boss. but, aiya. doesnt concern me. shant be such a busybody.

this was taken when i went for the last facial session at BodyWellness (Mummy decided not to continue with them cos it's too far away- nd i have to wake up so early!), it was at the car park actually.

em, if you ever manage to find out what's wrong with them larh. lOl.

Oh yes. the only photo from BSCOrientation:

she's adorable! ((: my smallest gurl cousin.

im not in a great mood right now.
i think it's because of the weather.
since people tend be feel moody on rainy weather, that's what im experiencing right now.
~~i shall blame the weather~~.

i'm having sorethroat. Jenn's got somebody to buy her Strepsils. who's gonna buy for me? Lol.
Em. aiya, i don like strepsils. -.-

don't blame me if i ever turn bad. i'm shocked, you see.
no, i won't smoke.
but i need vodka.

昨天

2007-08-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

假装你不曾亲吻她的脸

假装你不曾靠在她的肩

假装你不曾赞美她的眼

假装你不曾记得她鼻子的弧线

虽然你现在躺在我身边

虽然你现在只对我想念

虽然你现在说爱我不变

但为何你只抽她习惯的香烟

我可以占有你眼睛全部的视线

在亮了灯的房间

你的心有一部份我却看不见

我已经占有你生命全部的时间

却在意那些你从来不说

我从来不问你的昨天

this is unfair. why can he gO out? RAR! ask me out on the nights kays! =x

i'm the crazy one.i'm the weird one.i'm the unreasonable one.i'm the unneeded one.

I AM NOT HAPPY.

=x

2007-08-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

Back from Sentosa. Hmm. Not very fun, but enjoyed it. what shit am i talking about? RAR!
Shall u/l photos sometime later. Argh. I hate period. :((
It's a pain in the ass. Oh no. Pain on my back and stomach.
big ROAR!

there's facial tomorrow; tralala~

The Art of Undressing

2007-08-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

The Art of Undressing
The Art of Undressing
The Art of Undressing
The Art of Undressing
The Art of Undressing!!!

The Art of Undressing! Lol.
Well, i seriously think this gonna be an interesting bOok. If not, much more interesting than Twilight. >.< *hear Syaz nd Peixuan retorting* wahahahs!
i think i will buy it.
then i can share with Jenn dear!! =D

anyway, ended school at 12 today. went for lunch at ljs- hungry like don't-know-what. =x
went to library after that for project. HOW I HATE TKS. shit.
heartpain can. printed the whole project IN COLOUR at home. =/
ok. lameshit. ROAR!

no matter what we do, we'll still take photos in the end. wahahs!

my lOvely mates!

ok. they are trying to be .... *ahem*

it was supposed be see See No Evil, Hear No Evil nd Speak No Evil. but i think i lOok spastic. =x

they are my a.h.m.a.s((:

presenting my a.h.m.a.s

dedicated to my Dear((:

2007-08-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

Jenn dear, congratulations! :D
like what i say, hope you'll last long long kays. wahahas!
i'm so happy fOr you. ((:
Lol. i'm always happy when my friends get a partner. ((:
when will mine cOme? *pouts* *pouts* *pouts*
if you ever have any prOblems, cOme to me okays. ((:
though i might not be able to solve it, but I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS!
cos I LOVE YOU((:

how i don't look forward to the trip two days later.not very anticipating can. i'd rather give it a miss if i can, seriously.
i'd never liked team building game. ROAR!
school is ending earlier tomOrrow. ((:
but i'm not spared, gotta dO project still. *pouts* it's okays. i'm spending time with my ahmas. :]

lalala~
i wanna eat siumai nd har gao. =x
hungry hungry~

((:

2007-08-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

whatever that makes me happy. ((:

RushHour3 is nice. ((:

vodka w/sprit pls.

2007-08-14T10:32:00.000+08:00

eeew. *stick tOngue out* this is getting so lame can. o.O
can't be bothered.
think im sarcastic? you haven't seen the others.
think im childish? lOok into the mirror.
oh wells.

"Never make someone a priority when they only make you an option"
got this sentence from judy's friendster, copyright. >.<
i find it meaningful, wanna share with you guys. ((:
i can be literal at times. wahahas!

i'm craving for a microphOne! i wanna go lalala~
gees. i sO wanna sing can! gOod thing that schoOl ain't ending too late. maybe i can go Kbox ltr! BIG grins.
i'm thinking of making some muffins? or cakes? or jellyo? whatever larh, i just feel like baking! :D
but of course, with mummi'e survillience (however you spell it) since it's her precious baking tools nd oven. =x

i just hope that S nd Y will call me sOon for jobs. wahahas. i want mOney (nd to work) but im lazy to find nd ask for it. i'll just keep my phone by my side nd wait for it to ring. =)
ice cream for sale~
lalala~

it's the 2nd day of lunar july. rar! there's still 28 more days to go? big SIGH. it's total madness can. having to stay home everyday after 7. whatshit. i'm gonna lead a sad life for the cOming one month. =S

MY DADDY IS SUPERMAN!
he does wonders!
SO I AM SUPERGIRL!

heard from daddy about bruddar nd his gurl. LOL. i can only say they're funny can! =)
in case you ever read this,
you're great, my bruddar's wifey.
Lol. i don't think much gurls in this day would still do what you did ytd. ((:

rar! everyone is leading a happy life. =/
but for the same for me:((
im a unhappy supergirl.

it's HUNGRY GHOST MONTH.

2007-08-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of Hungry Ghost Festival today. :(
now my curfew sets in. rar! but no matter how i don't like, i'd abide it. since i've dOne it for the past donkey years. =x
but tsk! how i dread this mOnth. it restricts me!

anway, went to JP yesterday night to meet Jenn dear.
went to Fish & Co, wanted to have dinner.. but in the end we had ice cream nd laOda (cai ai yan) had chips..

we had a crazy time ai yan-ing!

YES YES YES!
we lOve each other!! :D

no words can describe that forsaken figure in the photo..

well well well.

2007-08-12T17:51:00.001+08:00

well Miss Boo, i believe this will be my last time replying to your blog entries. ((:
i don't even know why am i dOing this, since i DIDNT even mention any names throughout my posts! *roll eyes*

you ask what's the entry for? then can i know what's e reason for yuu to blog? well uh. maybe we're different. but i wrote every entry because i wanna rant nd speak. I WANNA LET OUT THE DISTURBANCE CAUSED. because i wanna let the whole world know HOW AM I
FEELING. alrights?

nd well, never once did i ever mention in my entries that I AM FURIOUS, did i?
nd dOn't ever tell me that you've never been upset or angry with your F R I E N D S befOre? well, if that's the case, then i SIMPLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. ((:

yeah, only a bytch calls another a bytch.
well uh. i'd say it's just the same like only an ill mannered kid would say that of another.
oh yes. once again, i didn't mention any names huh ((:
不要自己对号入座 yeah?

you can go around thinking you are 100% innocent nd you did nothing wrong.
nobody ( at least I ) didn't say you're not innocent or that you did anything wrong. ((:
but i just feel disgusted somehow, someway ((:

my nick was NEVER shooting at anyone.

2007-08-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

~~MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT, I WAS NEVR AN ANGEL~~.

well, i cant stand the way you think nd act too.
first of all, I DID NOT JUMP TO CONCLUSION that friend deliberately don wanna answer friend's call. i'd prefer to call it statistic. it's concluded based on experience anyway. nd somehow, friend has kinda confessed that friend deliberately did that.
so what's more for person to say?

secondly, i've never said who's who's girlfriend as of owning the person. nd i don't scold people for no reason. reflect (nd yeah, perhaps i need to too). nd ALL THE MORE didn't i say someone is trying to win over someone.

i may have disappointed you with my language, but that's because everything's OVER MY THRESHOLD. ((:
~~i'm too, disappointed in you two~~.

there's a limit to everyone's threshold. nd im the same. i've tried to be reasonable but apparently it DOES NOT help. im not blaming someone or somebody. maybe it's my OWN PROBEM right from the start?

but i know i've reached my MAX.
don't push it any further.

2007-08-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

please reassure me.
i need to know somone out there do love me.
please tell me that you love me.
i'm so lost.

when friend is out with friend, friend does not reply the message friend sends or call.
nd friend reckon its bcOs friend disallow/forbid friend to reply.
is friend wrong to think this way when this is what will always happen when friend is away alone with friend.
unbelievably eh?

who's who's girlfriend?

2007-08-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

~~FCUKYOUBYTCH~~.
can't you just stay at where you are and do what you are supposed to?!
why do everyone like to splitup?! can't you just think of your own responsibilty nd do your part!! what youre doing is making others miserable!
at least i feel
~~suffocated~~.
whateFcuk.
whyamievenwastingtimetowriteallthisnonsense?!
canwejustspiltupalltogetherndgetonwithourownlifes?!
ijustdowantoseeyou,nomatterforwhatreason,whydoilikeyounomore!
theressimplynowaytosolvethisunlessyougetalifendknowwhatyoushoulddo!
oh phuck.
i still don't feel calm or comfortable after ranting.
who's who's girlfriend?

havent been updating recently. been out everyday for the past few days.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARBARA DARLING!

firstly e photos taken aon tuesday at MarinaBay, celebrating laOda's birthday nd Baba's in advance.

nuptial cup? wahahas!

HAPPY GURLS

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTDHDAY

anw, see the difference between mine nd the one from the recipe. in case you're wondering,
I BAKED THE CAKE!
wee~

anyway, that was e secOnd celebration for her birthday. first stop was at Island Creamery with

syazana nd peixuan((:

wahahs! taken while I WAS TRYING TO BE FUNNY!

i tell you., the Mudpie there is great!

Look at our happy faces!!

Licked clean in a shOrt while. WOO!

Try spotting us the next time you visit IC! :D

a close up,

oh yeah! this was taken at MarinaBay mrt station when we reached. i guess sOmething happened there? I heard the mrt staff saying there was some dislocatiOn of the rail? Or maybe something like that. =x

Jenn Dear!

A day out with my lOvely friends; the AI YAN clan!

see this blue rOse, i think it's superly NICE!!

im feeling so damn bloOdy uncalm now can. no thanks to e bytch.

a hypocrite's masquerade of virtue.

oh Judy, i don't think the little boi is photoshopped ba? omg. like always, you pull me down from the highs by making stunning statements! RAR! anyway, im definitely not one who supports celestechen. do you? argh. i don't think she's that great afterall, given that pOor english nd all. =/ wahahas!

ops! mummie says i shouldnt critisize people openly! >.< WAHAHAS!

anyone is fine, other than her. you know this sentence more than fmiliar.
yet you chose the hard way. you're so challenging.
we are sluts.

my someone will never be the same as yours.
&&

((:

2007-08-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

you know this little boi? he's the model for erm, Krafts cheese? i think he's super cute with those pair of BIG eyes nd square cut hair. he's adorable!! :D

there's this some sort of restaurant at jEast entertainment centre named Zingo, selling Korean fOod. pls pls pls, DO NOT try it.

yeah, it may lOok appealing.

there may be a big crowd or even full house.

but trust me, it's not edible. =x
its a total let down eh. i ordered this chicken hotplate nd guess what, the meat TASTED LIKE COFFEE! rar! nd the bOwl of nOodle; it's oily can! it's duper OILY! there's a layer of RED oil on top!

tralala. laOda's been gOing ard saying Tml is my birthday. wahahas! fine fine fine.

TML IS CHUA QINYI'S BIRTHDAY! :D

lalala, we're gOing to airpOrt tml! wee! im so lOoking forward~ :D
im excited about tml. =D

verge of recovering

2007-08-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

rar! been seriously sick for a couple of days. went tuh the doctor yesterday morning, stomach flu. the doctor gave me an injection! can you believe it, an injection! it's been some time since i had an injection. the process aint pain, but the after effect is! i dunno, but it just feels like its cramped; cant move. :( causing me to have a terrible time bathing last night.
nd still am feverish now. rar!

anyway, from my recent posts, im sure you guys can see that i'm actually adding more colours to my entries. cos i realise that it's actually VERY mudane for one to read a whole passage of something without highlighting the main points. tad dah! i'm showing concern to my readers! >.<> of mine is, IM SHORT OF MONEY! well yeah. i know this is nothing to be proud of larh. but i wanna share with everyone the sadness of this sentence; so many things to buy, so little money. Lol.
i wonder why, why, why. why does all my friend's birthday fall in the 2nd half of the year, i mean, almost everyone can! infact, other than sweetie, wenli, meimei, my bruddar nd kailin, the rest are all born after June! so right now, i am broke. given the fact that i just gotten my pOcket money for the first half of the month. !@&#*%

im sure some of you people have heard of this name; celestechen. girlfriend of xubin (css2). omg. i know she's famous/nortorious. whichever way is better! and i also know that alot of people are viewing her friendster nd blog.
well, i kinda thought that she is someone who writes with substance on her blog. but when i chance upon it the other day; GOD.
i was seriously pondering if i should share this part of the entry (about celestechen) with you people since i've always been a good blogger nd don't critisise others on my blog. but i realise that she's blogging like any other 15 year old kid! you know, telling others what she did on one fine day; who she met, where she went nd stuff. o.O
seriously, only stalkers would be interested. i thought she would write something of quality. looks like i've thought wrongly of her. heh.
but i think im better than xiaxue. she critisise about other bloggers on her blog openly.

yayness. tml is sunday! wooh! im so loOking forward! im gOnna do something for the first time in my life. weez! :D

i was about to say
I'm loving my life.
oh great.
i am ~~not~~ loving my life.

if you choose to do it behind my back, i have no choice.

2007-08-01T18:52:00.001+08:00

no no no no, i won't make it a habit.

but i seriously need it now.

~~LET ME DRINK~~.

BAD AUGUST.

2007-08-01T08:58:00.000+08:00

good morning.
i 've failed to live up to my belief of starting a day brightly, for the past few days.crisis inc.
i wake up every morning to see you, feeling grumpy and grouchy.i know what's happening, i know.i'm no longer a small kid, seeing all these bits and pieces will make up the whole picture eventually.No words can describe how i feel when you said those words to me just now. to you, it might be just another lecture.but to me, every word you said sank in deep to my heart.i've always tried to help, but you never saw.i felt so let down; that despite my helping, you still blame me.but i don't blame you.compared to me, you have many many other troubles/problems that i will never see nd face until i grow up.nobody is happy, i know.but im not in the best of mood myself lately. can i don't bother about all these for now nd just keep to myself?i've always tried to find out what's wrong, always making the effort (which i believe is what i should do) but i'm afraid i will not say the same for this time.i can't keep up. i felt equally guilty when you said those to me.but what can i do, it's already too late.i just felt so maglined when you say i don't keep track of my expenses nd all.i've been doing everything you want for a daughter! maybe i've side track-ed a bit, but im on the right path.yet you came in just like that and accuse me!ifeltsoraided.

*poof* i've let it ALL out. but i still don't feel good. RAR!
save me, superman! bring me high up there nd don't take me down!
ROAR! can't help but cry. im good at nothing, but cry.
1st August, why do i predict another long nd unhappy month ahead? i thought July was great(very great), now it seems like August will be even worse. Argh.
i just wanna hide under my blanket nd be alone.
don't come knocking on my door.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

i thought i had a dragon tattoo

2007-07-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

on my back when i was bathing just now.
wahahas! randOm, i know. just so suddenly.
i've always wanted to get a tattoo, but not on my back though. ((:
maybe one on my left index finger or on my right ankle. (:

went to catch Harry Potter just now. was kinda of a last minute thing though. bOught the tickets for 3pm only to realise that it's already three! didn't miss any part, since GV always have so many advertisement. HEH.
i wonder if you have ever felt like this, watching this mOvie nd suddenly you fall in lOve with the protagOnist. in this case, Daniel Radcliffe ((:
i'm never sOmeone who goes crazee over him. but i think he's more charming nd attractive now; compared to the Harry Potter in the first episOde. i think he's acting skills have imprOved, quite alot.

anyway, had OFACA tOday. not very well done. RAR! but i reckon there's no need to mourn over it. whatever. it's already over. HEH.

if you guys ever realise, i'd never liked to talk about anything that happened in the school. i just feel so away nd different (still). argh. howx3. there's still 1 1/4 of a year to go. oh, speaking of disliking school, Eilly, i understand how you feel totally! disliking school. it's a torture when you hate this place yet you have to go everyday! but at least we've got out friends, right?! so babe, SMILE ((:

EVERYBODY, SMILE!!

the germs are spreading!

2007-07-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

the-germs-are-speading

so lOng, take care!

Holland V!

2007-07-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

decided to start out with this photo. ((:

Don't you think the muffin lOoks so real nd nice?! yummy! :D

Cold Rock Ice Creamery

she's trying to act emo. =x

Sundae at $8, Mango&&WhiteChocolate&&AussieVanilla! ((: yummy!

it's my specs.

take a guess. what is this for..

ahah! it's for putting pepper nd salt. woos! don't you think it's cute~

Lol. aimless shot.

anw, went to IMM today. wanted to lOok for wenli at SHE's auto session. @$!^%$
we cant get in. think she's at K Union now. =/
lucky bOokie, limwenli.
i think she's tired. Lol, from the way she sOund. but it's okay larh, since you're having hOliday right? can rest after tOday. ((:

RAR! im sick now. cos i went to bed in the morning at 5 nd wOke up at 9plus. not enOugh sleep plus getting in the rain while on the way out. i have LOW immune system. -ahchOo-

FEVER.

you were gentle`

2007-07-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Had en enjOyable time with ctb` today. Lol. Click here to see hOw MUCH fun we had. tsk tsk.

well, it just sO happen that they're all viewing my blOg at the same time ((:

been thinking alot lately. imagine a whOle day nd there's only one thing that's preoccupied in my mind. but i shan't tell. ((: it's my secret! wahahas!

wahahas!! be jealOus of me! be very jealOus of me! cos i have the BEST Dad ever!

lalala~ my dad is best can. i love daddy to bits!

i think tonight's news wasn't fast enough. was gOing tOwards gekpOh with ahbOo nd laOda after departing frOm mary's place, when we saw this pOlice car nd a white car parked on the rOad at the parapet near the gekpOh bus stOp. didn't see anything ~~anymore~~. only a cOuple of peOple standing near the car nd a bunch ok kaypOhs standing a distance away watching. didn't know what was excatly happening.

until much later, laOda called nd tOld me. yeah. tOld ME. cos there was an accident. a gurl was ran dOwn by a car nd she flew up. smthg like that. her dad saw frOm their hOuse's windOw. in case you're still wOndering why she went the trOuble to called nd tell me, it's becOs i crOss rOads barbarically -if there's ever sucha wOrd- like nObOdy's business. so she specifically called to tell me. thank you very much. HEH.

on tight budget now. so no choice, bOught papaKwaychap hOme to coOk. im a 穷小妹 now can. =S im sO pOor can. i spent ove budget this mOnth nd i dOn't wanna get extra frOm my fOlks. so im living frOm hand to hand. how sad. pOor me. :((

so anyway, i was on my way hOme. saw this guy. reminded me of JH. yadayada. slutty me, start thinking abOut those saccharine past ~~romance~~ memOries again. how shitty. but im great! i gOt over it the mOment it came to me. im ~~not~~ lying. tsk tsk.

i wanna ROAR! so many birthdays are cOming!

sO many things to plan nd buy, so little time nd mOney. can i be rich fOr the next 3 mOnths
please? just these three mOnths is enOugh. i just want my friends to spend their 18th birthday
(mOstly) splendourly. mummie always says, why do i see you spending so much time, money nd 心思 on yOur friend's birthday but it dOesn't seem that way when it cOmes tO yours?

fine. im really stumped for wOrds this time rOund. i dOn't knOw how to reply her. how sad.

:(( i'll cry sadly, quietly. -soft- rar!

this is my wish since some few mOnths back but laOda says it wOnt cOme true, which yeah. i dO agree larh. but lemme day dream leh.
I HOPE SOME GOOD COMPANIES/PEOPLE WILL SPONSOR MY EXPENSES FOR ONE WHOLE FULL DAY AND LET ME SHOP TO MY HEARTS' CONTENT (WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED)!
i think this gOona be my every-year-birthday-wish until this happens. Lol. =/
am i asking fOr tOo much? o.O

oh yeah,

Ellen Degeneres.
Im sure you'd know who she is. :))
in case you dOnt, she's a famOus hOst for a talk-variety shOw. actually, nOthing much. just that im kinda addicted to her talkshOw recently. i think she's eloquent. ((: shOuld watch it, every weekday on Ch5 at 5pm. ((:

rar! IE failed on me minutes ago. luckily Blogger can nOw save entries autOmatically. i can't imagine myself having to retype the abOve cOntents once again. im gOnna e stOp here befOre it fail on me again.

ps/ listen to Innocence by Avril. been wanting to intrOduce this sOng to you peOple. it's nice. i lOve the sOng! hOpe you'll enjOy as well :))

nights everyone, 1231am!

wilson~

2007-07-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

reckon that i should do this since i've been wilson-ing for the past few days. Lol. sorry mates, for those random wilson-ing. XD

five reasons why i like WG:
1. he's got charisma.
2. he has a great sense of humor.
3. he can sing very well.
4. he's accent when speaking
5. he's in my age range.

=D
i know i've been wilson-ing for quite sone time; thanks for bearing with me. =/
like what syazana says, it's temporaily. Lol. it will go away in the near future larh. so don't worry. Lol.

anw, there's a Watsons sale in my school's MHP.

@hotmail.com

2007-07-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

Okays. before i forget, here's 6 weird things about me.
1. i don't like vanilla.
2. i like to eat ice cream (or anything cold) on rainy days.
3. i enjoy snuggling under the bed on days at 33degrees.
4. i think soggy fries are better than crispy fries.
5. i like the word curly.
6. i love buying bags.

RAR!
it took me such a long time to think of 6weird things about myself.
I AM NORMAL CAN! >.<

darling Jenn,

i not only miss Lim Ai Yan.

I MIS YOU TOO!

nd i miss Sweetie too! :D

mummie thinks i look like RuiEn.
i like her. XD

Adores the Adored((:

2007-07-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

woots! finally the thing has ended. ((:
spent hours waiting for that few minutes on stage, so we started taking photos!

WILSON WILSON WILSON! XD

yadayada. i meant what i said abt wooing him. LOL! XD

tired of waiting larh. =x

SMILE!

look here Ricky,

oh yeah, we took this very cool 151 home ytd. nd it's really cool can! :D

went to Island Creamery again today. wee! i really like this place!!

I LIKE ISLAND CREAMERY!!

RAR! RAR! RAR!

this is the torturing part.

but it's worth it.
i looked pretty. :D

LOL. zilian.

i want a Crumpler nd a pair od NUM's havanians. a purple pair. XD

rararar!

2007-07-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

only a small corner of my mind is not thinking about this. Lol.
been thinking alot. a silent one. ((:
it's gonna be a long one. ((:

rar! wanted to blog earlier de. but cos dad was trying to do smth with desktop so i can't use lappy, so i cant upload the photos :(
i'll do it another time. ((:

anw, finally went to UCC today. its kinda cold there, nd we gonna spend like 5hours tml WAITING. what the hell; 5hours waiting. =x
went to Island Creamery after that with syaz. i made her fall in love with the place! :D Nutella rocks! =D

omg. i feel sticky from head to toe. cos i haven't bath. -smelly- can't stand it. gonna go wash up nd sleep! felt so sleepy the whole day cos i didn't get enough sleep ytd night. XD
goodnight world; bless my performance tml!
ps/ im standing at the first row. >.<

p/p/s
i do miss wenli!! :D

Pls help to do this survey!

2007-07-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=692aY_2f3oonP694Nwu2_2b2Fw_3d_3d

happyJennhappyus.

2007-07-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPEH BIRTHDAY JENN DEAR!!

celebrated Jenn's actual birthday with her yesterday(>.<), hope she enjoyed it. :D

YOU'RE THE STAR!

in any case, just wish that you enjoyed yesterday though you didn't seem to be very surprised to see us 3, but it's okays. you are the ONG. :D
i had a fun time at your place, hope you had fun too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again. :))
rmb we'll always be there for you kays. :)) WE LOVE YOU!!

alrights. i have some other photos to share, taken few days back. i think it's lame to put such a poster in school larh!

see this! what the heck. and hey actually put it in the middle of the school. literally middle kays. like, they want EVERYONE to see it.

thanks for making such an effort. while we were having one day, we saw this lecturer taking a whole stack of this nd going ard hanging it on the class's door. my god. IT'S SO FREAKKING WRONG CAN! to hang such things on a classroom door.
yadayada.
C'mon, lets make it a tem effort everyone!

have i showed you guys this?
wahahahs! it's funneh can!

look at this.
if you ever been to my place i think you'll know where is this picture taken. tsk.

FREAK! THIS BELONGS TO ME CAN!
this is mine! but mummie threw it away nd now it's left lying at the junction just near the entrance of my block for people to step on (it's now like a stepping stone larh!). argh. anw, in case you're wondering what it is. IT USED TO BE MY TABLE. :))

oh jenn, send me those photos soon kays!
nd sweetie, the video too! REALLY FUNNEH! i want the one of Jenn making stupid ghost-possesed faces video! :D

i had two dreams last night. i was happy. ((:

2007-07-21T10:32:00.000+08:00

let's talk about ytd night. well, just as i expected- shitty night even before i went out. yeah. some shitty stuff happened. but let's not talk abt it larh; kills my mood only. =x

anw, we reached the place at 8pm- heavy traffic jam on the way can. i wonder why. it's like, 7plus at night, where does all this car come from, shouldn't they be going in the other direction? why are they al cramming into town area again after work? beats me.

so, we reached nd went in. yeah yeah, same old thing. greeting all the relatives with a smile plastered on my face since i TOTALLY DON'T HAVE THE MOOD ANYMORE. but when i saw my ahma i was more than happy! :D i haven't seen her for some time. so we were hugging nd all at the entrance of the restuarant, blocking everybody's way. but who cares, I MISS MY AHMA!! :D

Laugh your butt off now. it's always a tradition in my p.family (which may apply to some of your reading too) to compare nd see who's gotta a prettier dress, did e better hair, wore a more dazzling pair of shoe (in this case, the heels!) for the gurls; nd see which guy is more welly dressed up nd did the hair in a more cool way. ahah. this competition's an open secret!
oh, side track abit. Leslie nd cousinA thinks they are the groom can! they're obviously trying to steal the limelight of the groom by wearing white from top to toe larh.

tsk tsk. our dear cousinX; who always dress like s/he's some celebrity- HAS GROWN FATTER! s/he's losing the figure man. tsktsk.
cousinY's galfrien's so old looking can. doesn't look like they're same age. Lol. cousinZ wore somethng really weird. i thought i was casual enough, cousinZ was worse. >.<
nd there's this couple seating near me, holding onto theri phone all the time nd pressing on the buttons of the keypad like don't need money. doesnt respect the newly-wed couple at all. well, i mean yeah. i also msg nd all during the whole event. but i only do that when nobody's on e stage. nd e worst of all, the laydee actually remain seated when the couple went down the aisle. my freaking hell. she's damn rude can! wait till people do this at her son's wedding.
ah yes. i think cousinJ is so good looking larh! although he's got a pretty galfriend already. but, who cares. im just looking at him. Gees. he look abit older than his actual age, but i think he exudes this charisma! woots! Nd the galfriend's pretty nd elegant, just that i think she really loves eating (but she's skinny!). Lol.

oh, nd my bride cousin, she actually had this video made. in the morning when she was being married off like what the elderly said. nd it's just so sweet can! cos it was raining when she was going onto the car, so her dad sheltered her with an umbrella from the void deck to the car. WHAT A TOUCHING ND HEART WARMING SCENE! nd the editor of the video purposely slowed down the part. When i watched it, i couldn't help but feel touched from the bottom of my heart. Lol.

then mumme turn over to me nd said; I wonder if it's your dad who can't bear to part with you or you can't bear to part with your dad. Lol. yeah, even seeing other's video will make me so touched, i wonder how many times i will cry on my wedding day. Hahas. mental note, i need to have a make up artiste next to me the whole day on my wedding day to wipe away my tears nd touch up every once in awhile. Lol. >.<

well yeah. that's abt it for ytd.
nd today/tml. aha. Jen Dear's birthday. sweetie hasn't wake up yet. dunno what to do now. >.< but we're definitely celebrating her birthday. ((:
lalala~ thats all for now. i will blog again tonigh if im home! :))
special permission granted. Lol.

here it comes.

2007-07-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

ARGH. here it is.
plastering a big fake smile on my full-of-cosmetic face nd pretend to be excited nd happy seeing all my relatives nd cousins from there. well wells.
i realise how fake nd raw people can get. heh. if you ever ge what i mean. :) very nice.

Darren appeared at NP today with Fione Xie. didn't get a chance to see them/HIM infact. Lol. >.<
speaking of NP, sorry Jenn dear that we put you aeroplane today. it's just.. such a coincidence somehow larh. Lol. But don't worry, we'll meet up soon kays. Maybe as soon as tml or sunday! :D nd im loOking forward to it. :))

argh. 6:21pm. time flies now. just now; this very second this very minute as im typing my rants nd grumbles. it's going to be 7pm very soon nd im leaving for the dreaded place real soon. congrats me while i congrats the bride, willya.
it's been a freakking lOng time since i congratulated a bride.
AS IF I CARE ANW.
bye for now. =)

no thanks to the rain!

2007-07-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

how i dislike rainy days!
the minute i saw the rain pouring like hell, i know i will get sick. nd true enough, im down with flu nd slight fever like immediately! how ~~great~~.

watching the news while blogging now; so i saw this news about this guy. omg. he actually had larva growing underneath his scalp! yes! you got me right, totally right. ISNT'S THAT GROSS?! having larva(s) growing underneath your scalp. nd it's like, the length of your small finger (not mentioning that it's FAT!). oh god. i can't help but to scratch my head. it's such a disturbing scene to show at this kinda (dinner) time. eeww!

did i mention? R&D is NOT in school today! :D huge grins can! thank you so much for not coming. oh, today's simply heavens not to have you faggots in class. nd, im not having PMS, its just that you faggots are simply too annoying. in case nobody has ever said that to you, i'll tell you now: YOU TWO ARE THE MOST IRRITATING FREAK EVER. :)

RAR! tml is the thing larh. how i dreeeeead it. seriously i don't think it'd make a difference whether im there or not. then why torture me by asking for my not-needed-presence. i seriously wouldn't care/mind if you(r) attend my wedding or not. i mean, it like.. im not.. argh. whatever. i shall just keep quiet nd attend your wedding. FINE.

~~shit~~.

BRING ME A KNIFE, LALALA. XD

2007-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

ARGH.

I SO DON'T WANNA ATTEND CAN.

AHBOO, YOU WANNA GO AS ME?

LOL. BLOODY ~~NOT~~ LOOKING FORWARD TO IT CAN.

HEH.

:)

2007-07-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hello world!

back from Tampines with Laoda. yeah, went all the way there to pass Barbara her specs. Lol. Lunch there, wow. They have good food there can! Even their Food Junction sells goof food. :D think i will frequent there once in a while. Lol. XD

rar! super tired today. don't know why. just feel so restless nd bored. =(

Sorry Chinyee, Mary nd Ahboo, for not accompaning your to Bugis. im simply too tired.

oh wells, tml. how great. school's gonna end at 5pm! im so tired can!

oh anw, i slept from 8:30pm to 7:15am ytd. whfreak. cos im having headache. yeah, it's back again. how ~~GREAT~~.

argh. im too tired larh.

btw, i got this from Deviantart. i think it's really nice :)

Sometimes you cannot help but wonder where you will end up next and who will be there.
Who will be standing and watching it happen and who will be by your side for support.
Every once and a while you cannot help but to second people and their intentions.
Once in a blue moon you ask yourself if what you are thinking is the honest truth...
The bottom line is that there will be uncertainty no matter what you do.
You just have to learn to live with that feeling and to push it aside.

ain't it great. ((:

grumpyness

2007-07-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

shit. headache again. started as soon as Sports nd Wellness start. yadada. screamed like shit while playing badminton. played against Ice nd Karen anw. Sang nd did all sorts of shit tgt. Lol. XD

tml's Accounts test again. how great. -snag-
anyway, i think im really getting fatter. oh god. =x
i really need to work out nd gym out larh.

Jenn dear, don't worry kays. WE LOVE YOU larh!! :D

nd who'll love me?
o.O

你要剪头发吗?

2007-07-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

SHIT. MY ENTRY WAS DELETED UNKNOWINGLY. HOLY SHIT.

anw, chinyee finally am granted the wish of me cutting my hair. Lol. only thinen anyway. Laoda nd chinyee cut too.

oh wells. i can't be bothered to retype my whole entry. just know that im leading a super dry nd mudane life. nd i need money cause DAMN MANY burfdays are coming up!! which includes mine! :D

Jenn dear, cheer up kays. don't be so down nd sad.
WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU! at least your darlingQ is there. :D
your're NOT a failure like what you said.
YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE ND LAUGH!
cheer up darling! :D:D

BRING ME A KNIFE.

2007-07-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TOGETHER.

shit you. fark you. piak you. bang you. kill you. box you.

you make me feel shitty.

BE HAPPY THERE.

Your view on yourself:

2007-07-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

How true :)

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

DEPARTURES

2007-07-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

just when i was thinking that i would never allow my friends to leave my side, i got to know that Bow is leaving for US in 3months times!

MY STAR! how can you leave for US, leaving me in this ~~argh~~ small country!

I WILL MISS YOU MY STAR!

DO COME BACK TO SINGAPORE OKAYS!

BUT IF YOU CAN, HOOK SOME CUTE GUYS THERE LARH! RAINING IS LIKE SO OVER RIGHT! XD

2007-07-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

~~tired~~.

BORED

2007-07-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

im so bored that i can actually roll on the floor. >.<

but i've got photos to share;

happen to come across this book sometime last week. its about the love that a father nd daughter share. it's said that daughters are the fathers' lovers the previous lifetime. do you believe? :))

guess what is the thing on my hand? yuu'll never guess, it's for putting salt nd pepper. its part of kitchen utensils. >.<

i've got unglam photos of LAODA!

try this, MOS's new burger- Shrimp Burger! tasty!

oh yeah, my favourite sentence; it's finally happening

thanks laOda for being the model! =D

Lol! need i say more, the phrase in the picture says it all. XD

i think darling is very happeh today :D

argh; how i dread tomorrow. eeeww!

Nay, Welcome to my Life.

2007-07-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down? ~~yes~~
Do you ever feel out of place? ~~yes~~
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway? ~~yes~~
Do you lock yourself in your room? ~~yes~~
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else? ~~yes~~
Are you sick of feeling so left out? ~~yes~~
Are you desperate to find something more? ~~yes~~
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? ~~yes~~
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always.

i think i've fOund a song to desrcibe how im feeling. hmm hmm.

_______, ineedyuu.

imprOmtu((:

2007-07-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

went to Orchard with chinyee nd mary in the early afternoon to collect chinyee's pay cheque. quite a huge sum of money, given her working attitude then- gOing off early sometimes etc. Lol.

went back to jp nd lunch. met up with laOda nd ahbOo after that. we imprOmtuly decided to have steambOat for dinner so we went to Prime for the ingredients. woOhoO! it was actully a nice dinner larh, but in the end we started playing 终级密码 =X

omg, i drank two freakking BIG bOwl of orange juice can!

vomitted whenever i lost nd have to drink it. argh. all the dinner was vomitted out before they were even digested. ITS GONNE BE GROSS: i saw the hotdog still in the brown colour state coming out of my mouth. eeeww!
had a fun time, but yuu know. well, hahas. =x

oh god, tml is the last day of holiday. GOD GOD GOD!

im lOoking forward to the August's hOliday- though i'll be working. its gOod money! then i can shop. whee! XD
money money money!

i need money! XD

im feeling terrible nd miserable physically, mentally nd spiritually ( =x ); which i dunno why. sighs. terribly terrible. yuure causing me to feel this way, yes yuu. argh. if only someone is here to listen to me wholeheartedly. i dowan to bother them with this anymore. i must be independent. =x Lol. still say independent when i wan someone to be there for me. would yuu be there; who would be there.

oh yeah, anw. today is the LIVE EARTH thingy. fergot to wear green today. was only reminded when i saw the advertisment on the bus this morning. i wanted to support this event. though i think it's kinda inapporiate for them to organise a concert to celebrate this event since we should save the Earth. then why are we stil using the much of electricity (it has some connections!) during the concert.
tml must wear green, even if im at hOme. :D

Chocolate; A Thousand of Leaves

2007-07-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

went to Vivo tOday nd bumped into Jerelynn nd gang.
Didn't buy anything. >.< how can that be~
Lol. watched PoseidOn there- in Best Denki! Gagas. stoOd there for hOur plus just to finish watching the show. Lol.

daddy dOesn't agree to my N76. =(
is it really that bad a phOne? althOugh it's really quite expensive larh. Heh.
guess i'll be stuck with my k800i; i lOve this thOugh just as much! :D

oh god. think im dying- having headache nd backache these few days. it's no lOnger those normal migraine or muscle ache. its more like a needle piercing through my spinal cOrd, nd having a big stOne pressing on the nerve in my brain. >.<
aww. i feel terrible.

some things are meant to be told,
some things are meant to be known.
some things are just..
like that.
>.<

save me; superman!

2007-07-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

my back is freagging freakking superly uberly intoleratably PAIN.

save me; superman!

aww.

the ache is BACK.

mystery; that is

2007-07-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

in a blink of eyes, it's already July2007.
in a blink of eyes, seven months had passed just like that.
i look forward to year 2090. lol XD
which means i will be 1o1 year old?! very funneh. i hope i can live till 2089; without meaning that i am 100 year old. =x

nothing's been happening to me lately. last week of holidays, omg. im speaking seriously- i have this urge to attrit from school can! suddenly. cos im really sick nd tired of being part of that $#@*&^ bunch of people.
im very restless.

funny how the way people change;

but yuu know i still remain the same.

n76

2007-07-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

if i ever get this, it'll be my first Nokia Nseries phone.
i don't really like the Nseries, but i think this is pretty nice.
no harm in getting this; its a flip afterall! :D

self destruction.

2007-06-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

argh. mummie is cOmplaining to daddy about my not answering her calls ~~again~~. it just happen that i left my phOne with darling. >.< yap yap yap. argh. oh fcuk. stop it! yuure the one who doesnt want to say what yuu want, nd now yuure saying its my fault!

anw, met up with chinyee, laOda nd barbara just now. nd mary at a later time. went to 500+ to make specs with darling nd went back to jp for dinner. oh god! the amount of people at jp this evening was crazy can! bcos TML THE GST WILL BE RAISED UP TO 7%. A GOOD 2% INCREASE! so everyone is like, rushing around to get whatever they want like dOn need money. except for FOX. it's LENG one can. cos there's no sale. LOL. XD

oh yeah. went for facial this morning with mummie. argh. its like, we're still fine in the morning. why do we have to turn out like this just bcos i fcuking didnt hear my phone ring nd didn't asnwer yuur call! nd its my fault. ~~how great~~.

oh yeah. imagine this scene;yuu're driving on the road nd yuu see this big size guy beating another guy up in the middle of the road (there's no other car cos it's like 2am in the morning?)

would yuu stop your car nd render help to the poor guy? aye. i bet 80% of the not-so-compassionate Singaporeans would say not my business and just scoot off. nd i told mummie that i'll be the 20% somehow compassionate Singaporean nd box the road bully right in the eye! heh. i am compassionate. o.O

there was once i came across this two malay primary school boys, beating up this poor malay boy which i believe is from their school- they were wearing the same uniform. they were so good at it that they managed to make this poor fella coop up like a i-don't-know-what on the road shoulder. aww! i was on a bus; lest i'd save him. i promise!

2007-06-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

like i said,

i will forget everything that happened today,

oh shucks!
life, ~~indeed~~ is a WHORE!

2007-06-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

你根本就不明白。
不要逼我好吗？拜托..
我办不到。
因为我怕...
我怕‘它’

就让我放声大哭好吗？
不受约束的大哭。
那是我现在最需要的。
我不想，不要，不肯，不能再压抑我的情绪。

black sesame ice cream!

2007-06-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

black sesame ice cream; good for digestion.

it's affecting me. it-is-affecting-me. very much indeed. oh well. what am i supposed to do? stay put? no. move on? can't. give up? not able to do it. then what? tell me.
~~my hand hurts~~.
i yearn for a break through. yuu know, a real break through.

went back for make up lessOns. then went to jp; lunched at PizzaHut! =) nd the crayfish is in stock now! thou we didn't try it. =)
did project at coffee bean till quite late, went hOme after that.
wanted to meet sweetie for a flOorball match, but didn't in the end. cOuldn't make it in time nd all. =x sOrry sweetie! =(

tell me what should i do?
i can't do this.
i can't do that.
please help me.

shit.

2007-06-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

fcuk.

feeling bad thoroughly.

i can't smile.

seek solace in ~~triple chocolate~~ ice cream.

2007-06-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

urgh. i feel ~~SINFUL~~.

FREAK

2007-06-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

im having headache again. RAR!! it's like having a great tumor pressing HARD on yuur nerves in yuur brain. how worse can it get. ~~imagine~~.
nd seriously im thinking if i have some unwanted material in my head up there. the pain is so frequent that i can take panadOls everyday.

I HOPE GOD CAN READ THIS ENTRY ND STOP MAKING ME MISERABLE WITH THIS !@&#*%^ HEADACHE.
if i die now, it must be bcOs of that something in my head!

mummie's asking me to work at foOdfair this August. didn't want to initially. but mummie's encouraging me to; so yeah. i gave in. urgh- i can forsee 4 sleepless nights ahead. =x
strangely im hOoked on working; despite the long hours. when i imagine money coming into my back acct, seeing the value going up from tens to hundreds, woOhoO! makes me happeh! so there there. im working at Expo again. fourth time. -yawns-

oh yeah, i've got some nice pictures to share;

i cOmbined them together, i like all of them!

how interesting.

i cOmbined this as well.
credits to Devianart.

OH MY FREAGGING GOD,
THE PAIN IN MY HEAD IS KILLING ME!

PLEASE SEND ME SOME USEFUL LONG TERM

MEDICATION, PLEASE!!

green apple green tea please((:

2007-06-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

how i hate mensus. its giving me ~~back ache nd stomach cramp~~. argh.

caught Nancy Drew just now. great show. Emma Robert's acting skill's above average- she's Julia Roberts's niece afterall.

went to the gym today. finally did sweat it out! whoOsh! :D:D

working tml again; for King's ice cream at Primemart. the one near to MARY'S HOUSE!!

darling, please cOme nd buy ice cream frOm me! =D=D ohyeah, ctb meeting up this sunday ma?
COME VISIT ME AT THE STALL ND WE'LL GO OVER TO MARY'S TGT, DARLING!! :D:D

barbara, bring SPIDERLILIES` alOng kays? we's gay tgt! LOL. =/

i've been a goOd gurl; working for my own pocket money.
jenn, IM A BIGSAVER TOO!!
ps/ not as big as yuu larh! =x

fetish for ROSES

2007-06-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

r over.
yeah yeah. ima 3min kinda person. so?

nd yeah, blame it on my own stupidity. its my problem larh.
~~mild betrayal of myself.~~ who'd have guessed. god knows!
i can't think now.

am sure yuu guys know e song Would You Be There. but has this ever crossed yuur mind; Who Would Be There, for us?
*at least i know i will be there, right sweetie? ^_^
we're always expecting others to give nd more than often, we only take.
god. i really don't know what e heck am i writing!!

mary's not feeling well; chinyee's got badminton; ahboo's doing discussion; laoda's playing stupid computer games; darling's preparing to go out.
sweetie's in sch toO; jenn's gg to wOrk.

I AM TRULEY BORED TO TEARS.
but i just don't wanna go out.

covalent bonded.

2007-06-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

figured out that i really need the gym. oh man! as much as i enjoy running on the running machine, i still dislike sweating. who'd like it anyway? shwoosh.

visited Bukit Batok Driving Center today. mummie heard from ignorant friends that we can actually take the theory paper once we're 17. but apparently we can't. grr. wasete of my time. >.<>idiot when i was there can. everyone is like, obviously above 19. they were looking at me nd laoda like some weird creatures. =/

anw, we then cabbed down to Farrer Road. did yuu guys watch the Code*Red on channel8 last night? it showed this nice ambience ice cream selling chill out place. so i decided to check it out. nd it was indeed a pleasant surprise! the ice cream is nice nd inexpensive ie $2.5o for a single scoop. :D:D whee! i'll frequent that place once i find out the bus to take to that place since its kinda ulu. :):)
i tell yuu, the Nutella nd Teh Tarik flavour is scrumptious! simply nice! nd the ambience is nice toO. ((: i'll bring ctb there one day. :D

*hear me whine* life's bOring shit.
i wanted hOlidays. its here. i don't seem to enjoy it.
am i being difficult? but laoda felt bOring too. =p
argh. god, please send me sOme entertainment which doesn't cost me money, not taxing yet fun! heh. how choosey i am!

gonna hit the gym tml.
im piling on carbs nd shugar!
shake it off baby, shake it!

oh yeah. i don't know for how long, will i b using this skin.
have a sudden liking for roses lately. so, yeah. :))

dis-anticipated.

2007-06-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

the highly anticipated hOlidays are here, finally.

but, why aren't i feeling euphOric like how i thOught i'd be?

the thOught of schoOl made me crinch; but the thOught of hOlidays dOesn't seem to be any much better. why why why?!

maybe bcOs my lOvelee ctb` are all back to their campus. barbara is busy with ______ now. =x my 3 rp darlings are in schoOl. laOda, dunno what she dOing.. shall we meet up at causeway pOint one evening nd dine tgt, darlings?

ever felt betrayed by yOur friends- be it new fOund or old gOod friends. ever? hOw dOes it feel like; when yuu're friends nOw but nOt the very mext mOment. nd all this happen bcOs one wanted advantages fOr herself nd decided to forsake her friends. god. hOw can this kind of things happen?!

suddenly it pang on me, its really a dog-eat-dog world.

oh.

befOre i end this entry, thanks sweetie fOr visiting me at my wOrkplace that day! sOrry for making yuu gOing to the wrOng place. =p

iloveyuu!! =D=D